Nianna's blog

A quake! A quake!

Hi!!

 

so quake day huh? ._.

see? I told you I was waiting for our turn

I was actually half asleep when it happened, I thought I was just dizzy XD;; *fail?*

thankfully no one got hurt, though Matsufancat was still bit scared after it, he kept meowing and trying to get in my lap *hugs*

since there were no news on the net *it was a few minutes since it finished after all* I naturally checked the trends in twitter *I know, but it’s really useful* and OMG someone said that this newscaster said it was a false alarm, I’m not sure if it was a few seconds before it started or what but still *facepalm*

and then another one hit Japan D:

to be honest I got more scared about that one than the one over here…

*sigh*

I hope there won’t be new ones

on other less scary stuff *I think*

I’m working again on strips!! HOORAY!!

yes, I know it’s been too long, but my brain has been blocked and stuff *hides*

now, the thing is that I’m not really sure how it will work this time since I’m still not sure how to block the images *it was super easy on vox ._.*

and uh I was thinking that I could try to trust fans again and leave them open but I’m still not sure… opinions?

so yeah, that’s it

I hope everyone is ok

 

See ya!!!

Selling myself

soooo jumped in the fundraiser bandwagon at arashi_on

as you know I can only offer fanart, so if you're interested my thread is here

thanks! :)

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ah... I was gonna write a quick review about the DVD but you know... life happened

so uh... yeah

only my tweeps knew until now: my fave aunt passed away on monday *gosh, it feel like nowadays I only tweet to announce the death of someone ._.*

it was so... sudden

I mean, she wasn't ill or anything, to be honest if we discard Mr. Hand Pain and Da Neck I'm still pretty sure she was way healthier than me

*oh gawd, here come the waterworks again...* 


*cough*

*sorry about that*

hmm I don't know if I have already said it, but the apartment complex where I live is owned and inhabited by my family *just a bit of info so it'd all make sense*

ok ah, we were doing nothing when just someone started to knock the door like crazy, it turns out it  was one of my aunts so I thought something had happened to my granpa *he's got diabetes and he's not so careful about it :/* therefore THE MOM went out to see what was going on and then called dad *he went out to buy dinner*

and then pandemonium started

we were running around getting him the stuff he needed while the ambulance came...

*sobs*

the last time I saw her, she was still unconscious while dad was using one of those bags that you press to give oxygen *sorry, I can't think of the name*

so after the ambulance left pretty much everyone started to cry

THE MOM was really trying to stay calm because well... that's what she's been trained to do during a crisis, right?   *keyword is trained*

meanwhile I was calm too, but for other reasons... you see, I wasn't feeling a thing

nor stress or anxiety, sadness, concern... you name it

ABSOLUTELY. NOTHING. AT. ALL

so I tried to console my gran the best I could when we were told that my aunt didn't make it to the hospital

*self?*

*uh uh, still nothing*

I stayed a little more while one of my cousins started to call everyone to give the news and then she and my other aunts left for the hospital to arrange paperwork and all that

soooo yesterday morning:

I woke up, fed the doggies and the kitties and had breakfast as if nothing happened  *what is wrong with you self?*  <---- question of the century

a bit later THE MOM asked if I was ok and wanted to go to the funeral

so yeah, I got dressed and everything

still nothing

it wasn't until I saw her name on the funeral home that it hit me

HARD

I don't know if my brain got stuck trying to process what was going on and finished at that moment or what

finally what everyone has been waiting for: Nianna's waterworks show START!!! :D

*sigh*

it was an intermittent show of crying hard and silent tears non stop for about 4-5 hours

I was trying to calm down when I noticed a guy kinda staring at me and I was all *stop looking at me, yes I'm crying like other ppl here, you know?* and it wasn't until I heard a woman say *aw the poor little girl*

...right

I forgot that I look way younger that I am and I also was the youngest person there

it must have been weird for the guy to see a "little girl" in there   *he's a friend of my aunt, but I didn't know half the ppl *

man, I don't even know how ppl were able have conversations! I couldn't say a whole sentence w/o starting to bawl or anything, in fact it took me a lot to even ask one of the uh workers for a glass of water D: *perhaps it's part of my fail*

while trying to calm me down I thought that thinking of a song may be a good idea *you know, a bit of distraction and all that*

and what did Nianna's stupid brain come up with?

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*drum roll please*

movin' on

movin' on

*stares*

WHAT. IS. WRONG. WITH. YOU??!!!

*self, I'm ashamed of you

go away, I don't want to see you anymore*

that's right, I was stuck with that playing over and over in my head

*could you add guilt and shame to the emotional cocktail? thanks*

when we finally arrived Matrsufancat refused to leave me alone *except for litter box business*

;_; sweetest cat ever y/y?

*sigh*

and today... waterworks went on and off all morning but I was a bit better on the afternoon

I don't know what am I going to do on saturday, because I'm pretty sure Ninofan sensei is gonna ask what we did on monday and I don't want to give a special water show orz

ah... I don't know how to finish so I'm gonna leave it here

NOBODY EXPECTS...!! uh, me?

Hi!!

ah to be honest I haven't been writing anything cuz there's hasn't been anything interesting to write about :/

yeah...

new term started and I got Nino fan sensei again :Db though this time it's a bit different, cuz now she tends to deviate from the main uh topic and expand a little into pop culture *today she told us about Anpanman X3*

it's really fun but I feel we're wasting time and it gets me worried cuz now we're supposed to learn how to debate or something like that, and yes, I suck at it... *what's new?* not because I don't know what to say, but because most of the time I don't know how to say it and instead of finding an easier way to explain it my brain just freezes D: as if there's no other way to explain it orz

it's so frustrating!!! :( today I was asked to retort and while trying to find the words I just stared at the girl with a blank face...  *fail anyone?*
I was tempted just to say Burma! but I knew no one would get it *for those who do, cookies for you :)*

and it's totally my fault cuz I've been neglecting my japanese, I haven't watched any show or anything since my last review... I'm picking it up now that Bartender started *head desk, slides off chair and ends up on the floor*

and I got told we have to use keigo during the exam and I'm not that good at it, so I'm gonna re-watch Jin *sigh*

by the way I'll be extremely grateful if anyone can recommend me a drama that uses it a lot m(_ _)m

on other stuff, I haven't got yet my Gantz book and my concert DVD  D: I'm a bit worried...

about Bartender *don't worry I won't spoil* I liked it, it was nice to watch something non-depressing to start the day *coughFreetercough* and I got a little bit tempted to try some drinks, but since I'm on meds I can't drink alcohol *and my liver approves, Shosus nows I'd try all of them if possible XDD*

as for Lotus... it reminds me of an 90's anime opening ._.

hmm

oh, the manga portraits!

my faves are Nino's and Shosus' :D

I would have preferred Aiba in My girl style *cute overload* and Squishy was fine

but Ohno's...

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I don't like it, too rigid and ah... I don't think it resembles him that much *hides*

 

hope everyone is ok

See ya!!

He's like a handsome shark

Hi!!!

it's been AGES since I wrote, I know...

sorry

to be honest I haven't watched any Arashi shows since uh... my last review and besides that, I've only seen the x'mas perfs and that's it so... yeah *hides*

let's see...

Gantz    excited
Bartender    curious
Kaibutsu-kun movie  *in 3D!!!*     meh

I think that's the new stuff coming  *haven't read many news either*

soooo instead I've been heareading *<--- not an actual word* to a few audiobooks, radio adaptations of books *coughBBCcough* and other radio shows, I swear I've listened to more classics than I've actually read *how embarrassing*

anyway, right now I'm listening to 'The girl w/the dragon tattoo' *and I hate that I get a bit confused w/the names -_-* gonna start 'Game of thrones' *got interested cuz of the tv series coming* I'm in the middle of 'The time traveler's wife' and I'm also listening from time to time to a book about the history of Britain :)

oh and also I'm reading for real American Gods :Db

now, on uh tv shows and other stuff I finished a few days ago Misfits, which I also recommended to my sensei and classmates, *hope they don't end upo thinking I'm a perv or anything cuz of the sex scenes* but who cares?! it's a really  good show!!  *coughloveNathancough*

also watching Edwardian farm, a miniseries about Charles II *it's a bit old* uhh Desperate romantics *it's about the Pre-raphaelite brotherhood * and uh I think that's it, so as you see not much time for rainbow guys

*still hiding*

to be honest my tumblr is a better guide to see what I'm into these days... XDD hee hee 

aaand that's it, just to let you know you I haven't died or anything... yet *I'll talk about Mr. Hand Pain and Da Neck some other day*

See ya!!!

*I know last AniS was really good or something, I'll try to convince myself to watch it*

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See ya!!!

Happy New Year!!

I want to wish everyone an

Arashiawase New Year!!

I hope this new year turns out to be a great one :D

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Here comes the smolder

Hi!!

today I went to watch Tangled :D and I loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove it!!! it's beautiful!!! I must say I had my doubts but I'm glad those were completely crushed :Db

something really funny is that there were only 3 ppl in the theater: an older guy, my bro and me XDD that's why I prefer to go to early screenings, no bothersome ppl at all

'Mother knows best' is totally THE MOM's song XDD *but don't tell her, in case she watches the movie someday*

hee hee I ended up all excited and spent most of the afternoon visiting tumblrs looking for images and stuff XD;; way more about this one than I did for the HP movie *I'm about to finish listening to the 5th book*

*coughIwantdollsofthecharscough* maybe just a t-shirt  *hides*

oh oh and talking about HP I found out that THE MOM hasn't seen a single movie!! oO you see, I was showing her the LEGO game and she asked me who Hagrid was *pointed and him and asked* and I had this *uh is this a joke or something? *looks around* because... no really, you don't know?!* kinda look so she desisted to ask about the rest of the characters XD;; *oops?*

I don't know... it's so weird for me :/  

then the next day dad told me Draco was here *he said Draco, no Tom Felton* for the premiere XDD LOL

uhh what else??

last week's HnA was pretty good, I had a lot of fun with the Rocky ah... recreation thing and I like the new corner :D *had the same answers Nino gave*

this week's ...hmmm it wasn't that bad, but we had again the useless corner, I got bored after a few minutes and went to do some other stuff :/

still have to catch up w/ Freeter *hides again*

See ya!!

*still excited!!*

'Oh look, fluffy rabbits!' 'Where?' 'In my happy head'

Hi!!

just a bunch of random stuff cuz I haven't posted anything in ages

so I can't remember if I've already said this but before starting class they always play a japanese song, *instead of the uh bell thingie* and when class finishes too, and for months and months it was a traditional song *I think* and for a little while it was SMAP's 'Sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana... until recently when they changed it for Home made kazoku's 'Arigatou' and I had a little problem with that one because I start to sing it in my head instead of paying attention *and I really try, honest*

buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut last class I was trying to do a quick kanji review, when suddenly I hear something really familiar... it was Pikanchi double!!! :D

and uh do you remember those scenes where there's a deer eating, hears something and it just raises it's head in super alert mode? well I did the same *facepalm* luckily at that time there was just another classmate w/me *and she chuckled a little XD;;;* so she asked me if it was a new song and I told her no so she was a little disconcerted cuz it was new for her...

I got so excited that I thought she meant like a new release not a new song being played at school... /fail

I don't believe she remembers I'm a fan XDD;;;

uhh what else?

I started to listen to HP's audiobooks, I'm amazed that I remember a quite a lot of stuff, despite the fact that I haven't read the books in quite a looooong looong time :/  /major fail, I know

and I don't know... more like *YAAAY NEW MOVIE!!!*  I'm feeling a bit *NOOOOO it can't be the end!!! D:*

am I the only one?

ahh...

ok, old reviews I think

HnA- it was ok, I didn't pay much attention to thew first part and M5 was fun

AniS- haven't watched it cuz I'm just that lazy

Freeter SPOILERS
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the 'remind me of the pills' part got me annoyed cuz I kept repeating she needed one of those pill boxes things... until she got one *or that's what I understood*

oh and the father... DX  your wife is ill!!! you should try to help her or something!!! /rage

*sigh*

dunno... I get bothered every episode, so I'm not really enjoying the drama to be honest :/

See ya!!!